jessouz

Seriously, I love to draw, but when I do I draw for hours straight, so I don't often do it. I have a life you know! So I can't afford to draw all the time. I would, but I can't. And even if I could, I would be ruined because the cost of the pencils I need for my drawings. When I used to draw with normal hb pencils, it was still ok, it doesn't get used so easily and I have plenty at home, but the charcoals one get used in no time, three or four drawing and they're gone... I draw mostly when I get too stressed out to sleep, when I get bored cause my son isn't here all the time, and when somebody ask for a specific drawing and I have to do it b

I badly need a job!!! I want to work full time but it seems people are searching only part time employees... I hate that!!!   Anyways gotta print out some more cv and go out seek for a job again, it feels like it's going to take some time finding something this time... Problem i've got: No carrer education, only got my secondary grade... And not so much experience since I'm a full time mom since I was 18.... I don't care getting minimal wage, I just want full time, is it so hard to understand?! Also I'm feeling lonely these days, my boyfriend seems so stressed out, I hope it gets better soon... I'll draw some more so I can feel better. A

I'M BACK FOR MORE! Yes, I gonna draw some more this month, I was blocked cause I tried to draw my son Zack which is watching me from heaven. So nothing I do is perfect, not as perfect as he was... So I'm gonna do some more and try to scan it at my mom' place as soon as possible! Thanks for watching, my few few friends :P